| Posted: 13 January 2009 at 8:15pm | IP Logged
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Ah evening gorgeous girlies, I just wanted to say i'm sooooo with you all on the done with tx thing. I love to pop in and check how all my old friends are doing but haven't posted for an age.
I feel kind of at peace, wine is my NBF . Its so nice to "live" my life, eat what i want, drink what i want, given up on the vits for now although don't i regret that! Been proper poorly with bug after bug, some of it feels like i've been punishing myself, geting all the badness out of my system but now i just feel calm. We're on countdown mode till our big holiday, only 18 sleeps to go and dead excited cos "our" plane, (Mum keeps saying oooh look theres T&D's plane) is being advertised on the tele, we're supposed to be on the new Qantas A380. I can't wait to feel warm sun on my face, sand in my toes and sea air in my hair. But i can wait to climb the Sydney Harbour Bridge , its one of those, you're there you have to do it things but do i really have to?
So this year is the year to live and do things that i've let pass me by for the last 3 years. I've even booked a stripper for my SIL's hen night. Oh the shame, i felt dirty even ringing the company . My friend was asking all sorts of questions, what does he come dressed as, where is he from, what does he do???? My god i don't know i just know how much its costing, he lasts for 20 minutes and, in the words of the classy lady on the phone, he only gets his "wanger" out at the very end  . So this year ladies is the year I live .
Wherever you are in your travels on this bumpy road i send you lots of love and hugs xxxxxxxxx
Tix hon, hope your dad is ok and gets well soon xxx
Jo still waving my pom poms for you xxx
Lusher, Pix, Jeni, Scouser and anyone else i've missed, i have missed you all, maybe one day we'll all be back on a tx/other thread somewhere someday.
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__________________ Me31 PCO DH36 Small army
1st ICSI Overstimmed and cancelled
2nd ICSI No ET
3rd ICSI Overstimmed and cancelled
4th IVM - BFN
5th ICSI - No fertilisation
This is the end of the road for us xxx
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